Ain't no stoppin me

.Tuesday, October 27, 2009 ' 1:49 AM

Singing panda

It's my birthday today.Should I feel happy?However,I don't feel so happy.I just feel so.....so..lonely.

Why did I fall in love with you?A nice,relaxing,emotional song by DBSK

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here
But you have chosen a different road

Why wasnt I able to convey to you?
My feelings that were growing everyday and night
The words begin to overflow
But I know they wont reach you now

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From the first day that I met you
I felt like I knew you
And the two of us melded together so naturally

Wherever we would go, it would be together
It was so natural for you to be with me
We became adults together
But you chose a different road

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed,
I thought that you would always be here (but not anymore)

Today, the day that holds a special meaning
The day that you stood with a smile of happiness
Praying to God in your beautiful appearance

With the person next to you who isnt me
The image of you receiving blessings
How could I just stand aside and watch

So why did I end up falling for you?
We cant go back to that time, or how we were (Ive thought it through)

Why wasnt I able to take your hand?
No matter how much time passes
You always shouldve been by my side
Now it will never come true

But, even though I say that I need you close to me
I just pray that you will be happy forever
No matter how lonely that makes me (or how sad)

.Thursday, October 15, 2009 ' 12:55 AM

Singing panda

LOL,tis is my 100th post.Finally.its like damn long la.

I finally feel like blogging.

I'm very contented with my life now,even though its nothing spectacular.

Thanks to those around me.Really gave me the power to move on.I owe my life to you guys.Hope everything remains much the same.Everything is wonderful for me except I got no girlfriend :( :(

Thanks guys,especially these people,
1.my ai zai brothers ( Jiahao,Jingxiang,Theron),

2.Sis and bros Xing jue,Fangjie,Jingyi,Collin,Jien long,keiko,Sui hang,Eric,Weeyang,Cecilia,Siew woon,Ben,Jie wei,other TB09/10.

3.Catherine,Shing long,yingzhou,kenneth,davin,APSA

4.Belcanto peeps

LOVE U GUYS WITH MY LIFE!!!

I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!SWEAR!!!

.Thursday, October 1, 2009 ' 3:58 PM

Singing panda

告诉自己要冷静却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我我要暗恋你
so lonely

so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am waiting just for you
开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受我
so lonely

尽管渴望再见你虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜已胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意只要能感动你
我愿意我愿意

so here I am ,standing all alone
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
here I am ,waiting just for you
开放我所有 ,我要为你怎么做你才接受
怎么才接受
我喜欢我要你我爱你

so here I am , standing all alone
在某个街头有个我在这里只为你等候
so here I am ,waiting just for you
开放我所有希望你能了解你能够接受我
I am lonely

故事就说到这里就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了其余是秘密
在那某一个街头会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌多爱你

.Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ' 7:40 AM

Singing panda

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!!

31st August
Quite a pleasant day,saw many familiar faces,and it feels good.Went back to CCH today :)
Actually me colin & co were suppose to meet at 10.30 but in the end both me and BNG woke up at 11.30,so we woke up and rush everything then share cab down to CCH.

The weather was super hot today,walked around the school then me and BNG saw Miss Latifah just before she was leaving in her car.Haha,she recognised me (guess I'm recognisable :) ) She said Bng changed alot.HAHA.

Then after that met Chengzhi & Co,bball for awhile then me colin & Bng went to meet 4BN.

We went down to Katong HOP with 4bn,played pool while the others played L4D.was rather bored,den we spend lyk around 1 hour where we want to go,so in the end we decided to go ECP to drink.But no one wanted to drink except for me Bng Colin sihwee,so we jio-ed Die jie down after her work,siew keong,whitney,huilin,they all arrived after 10 plus.Was rather pissed off while deciding what alcohol to buy and we were broke,only whitney got money so we gotta wait damn freakin long.Tai tai smuggled some vodka from her house and as she everitym take alcohol from her house,she realised she is only left with 4 bottles,so she couldn't open a new bottle.So she took the leftovers

After die jie dey all came,den we played DARE,NEVER EVER,CHUBBY BUNNY.Was rather high and stuff.Die jie whitney left around 3 plus.Den the rest of us went to Mac and slack,we slacked.....slack.....and......slack.......till.................................................................................................
finally 4AM!!!! BREAKFAST!!WHOOHOO!!! Ordered Hotcakes with sausage :D my current favourite.eat finish le slack awhile den went home,reached around 630.

28th August,Friday

JB trip :D

As I went mahjong with jiahao,theron,jingxiang on the previous night,so was rather shag,went home and slept till 6 plus,den pack my stuff and arrived at around 8 at laoshi house.Auntie susan came around 9 and fetched us to her house in JB.The 1st thing we did in JB was travel to the famous roti prata house,what is famous there isn't the roti prata.....ITS THE UNIQUE INDIAN MAN,he is the fastest speaking Indian man I ever see in my life,people go there just to see him take order and calculate.He raps faster than any rapper you have ever heard before,jitao is IMBA shit......and the other famous item is the Mutton,the Mutton jitao is damn freakin nice,No mutton dish in singapore can match up to theirs',somemore can take big big plate one,so cheap per plate.Went to Uncle william's lounge and open bottles of beers and red wine after 2 hour,Went back to auntie susan's house and slept.But don't know why I had difficulty sleeping so turn here turn there for like 3 hours,around 5am den sleep.

29th August,Saturday

Woke up at 9am den me laoshi zidane shi mu bathe le.While germaine and victoria refused to wake up,so we throw them at auntie susan's house and went to eat steam fish and curry fish head.The steam fish there is imba la,next time anyone want JB trip with me,I bring you there.The curry fish head there is famous but I eat le,I tink so so only,cos I have eat many curry fish head before,so my standard very high.

After eating we went to start our shoppin TRIP!!!!
We went to buy disc :)
Bought prison break season 4,couldn't wait for Siew keong's hardrive le,sibei long sia.

After that we went to Holiday Inn plaza.Everyone walked their own thing,laoshi and zidane went to look for their games,while I went to search for stuffs with Shimu,I spend around 300 there.Bought a bag,belt,dustbin,5 studs,keychain and a handphone strap(I buy le den i fucking realise my handphone no hole put my strap.@#$#!$@#!@#)

Me,shi mu and auntie susan went to shop for like 4 5 hours,laoshi and zidane jitao sian diao,dey sit at KFC wait until their buttocks pain. 3 of us spend like around 2k there.Borrowed money from shi mu.

After that went home to fetch those 2,dey jitao slept for 17 hours.........
Me,laoshi and auntie susan went to eat the guo tiao tang,damn nice.The pig intestine damn nice la,inside the intestine consist of 2 more layers of intestine.Eat liao damn shiok.Den uncle william dey all called and say their car broke down,so we had to dabao for them.
Went back to Auntie Susan house and watch movies.Den rest le

30th August

Final day of JB trip,we woke up in the morning and pack all the stuff den had chicken rice as brunch.Left the house around 5pm,cleared the customs around 6 plus den we rushed down to Chai Chee as victoria got performance,saw tissany dey all there,den after that laoshi dey all came to visit my house.1ST Time got visitors come my house sia.
Whole family was at home and everyone brought them around.

Zidane 1st thing came in my house was to play the lift.HAHA,from 1st floor go 2nd floor go to 3rd floor den run down and press again.Laoshi used my gym to workout for awhile den while germaine dey all played Wii,den after tat we all went to the sauna,steambath awhile den around 10 or 11 laoshi dey all left le.

Germaine sot one lor,go JB use laptop and sleep,waste time sia

.Thursday, August 27, 2009 ' 1:24 AM

Singing panda

Sian ar,Just let me kaopei awhile also cannot.
I also not blaming you for everything.
Just let me kaopei la,exam so much stress,then I obviously don't understand those chapters cause I didn't go school mah.

Then i didn''t go school cause its seriously damn far mah,I also don't want go NP one at first,
I already say hao with my friends go TP together.
then u keep insisting of me going NP.
k lor,now happy liao lor,result machiam KNS,den say i shouldn't blame on my school,the distance,the choice....

From small till Big since when did I not follow ur wishes,you say study I study.U also always damn freakin bias.I study well just a few words of compliments,gor like get thos KNS result den so much reward and so much attention.
U want me study I study lor,i fuckin study for the sake of u,or else i already early go and jump down building die liao.

Then I just grumble only,u say so sarcastically"transfer TP lor,at most waste one more year".Win liao lor,if can transfer i already transfer liao.My fuckin cb brother keep don't want continue attending his driving lessons,then who fetch me to school?! _l_ my 18th bdae still freakin long.If I had a choice i rather go LASALLE study music production.
NNB FML.(to TB09/10 ppl...the only thing I don't regret coming to NP is to know you guys,this is a damn ffffffffffffreakin........Fuckin........@@#!!@$#!@@! good and lovely class.)

.Sunday, August 23, 2009 ' 7:32 PM

Singing panda

MY b stats IS GG.sian la,must retake next sem liao

blogging will resume after next thursday.HAHA

.Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ' 4:47 PM

Singing panda

:):):)

Went to study at airport T3 last nite with Bho,bng,die jie,yongkeong,siewkeong.a pity edwin and colin couldn't join us. result--->unproductive.We were practically goofing around.But it was good to see Die jie,since we didn't see each other for so long.She really slimmed down damn lot.We need COLIN CHOU!! To lead us thru the study nite,or else we won't concentrate.

AND I passed my OBSE!!! whoohoo,my student ID wasn't found in the OBSE retest mail!!1st time i pass a test in NP.

Shall buck up on my Bstats,microecons and ITB.

I'm missing Belcanto and tb09/10 ppl